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February 3, 2003
stolen--shocking....i know
thought this was interesting....some of the questions are things i have been thinking the last four or so days....others are things i sometimes think about....
What do you do when the rug is pulled out from under your feet?
How hard do you fall when you had no idea it was going to be pulled out as soon as it was?
When you hit the ground, can you figure out which hurts more, your body or your ego or your heart?
Have you ever asked yourself, "What's next?" because you don't think you can handle much more of this game? yes
Have you ever tried to explain something to someone, but you couldn't because you were crying too hard? yes
Have you ever wondered how you'll ever get to sleep tonight? yes
Do you know what it's like to stare at the ceiling blurred by tears like glossy blankets on your eyes? yes
Have you ever been so grateful for the intense support and ear of a friend? many times
Have you ever wanted to take away the pain of your friend long enough so they could get some rest? yes
Do you know what it's like to think, "Is this really happening to me?" yes
Have you ever been so exhausted from carrying the weight of heartache that you lose your will to complain? shockingly, yes
Has anyone ever said words to you that were the exact words you had most feared you'd hear? yes
Has it ever been impossible to imagine what it was like when things were good? not really
Have you ever wondered if someone is lying to you because the truth is so humiliating to you they can't even spare to tell you? i have heard about it for friends...
Have you ever kicked yourself for being right in the first place but letting it get to where it is? yes
Do you regret things? who doesnt? though i mostly try to 'learn' and not 'regret'
Do you know what it's like to regret developing something that would only end up hurting you later?
Have you ever felt like such a fool that when others' insult you, you let their harsh words seep into your skin right to your soul? of course...im me
Are you familiar with that feeling of not knowing how long it's going to take this time to forget and move on? yes
Have you ever gotten tired of being understanding and forgiving? yep
Have you ever just wanted to be mad and hurtful? a few times
Have you ever been sick and tired of the same old shit? often
Do you know what it's like to hate? kinda
Do you know what it's like to want to hate because it feels better than admitting you're hurt? yeah
Don't you hate it when someone's made a mistake that you know they'll regret one day? yes
Don't you ever just want to stop them and slap sense into them? yes
Do you believe that awful things are blessings in disguise? sometimes
Have you ever kept a secret? much to the surprise of my friends, yes
Have you ever felt the truest form of honesty and completion through ambiguity? kinda
Do you know what it's like to need to share when you crave privacy? oh god yes
Do you remember thinking, "Maybe it's me?" sure
Do you remember then thinking, "It's not me,"? ok
Can you imagine life the way it will be now when things were another way for so long? not really
You know what it's like to wish you could speed up time? yep
Has anyone ever made you feel stupid when that's the last thing they wanted to do? yes...lead to a huge shenanigan
Do you know how much it hurts when you realize you've been lying to yourself? yes
Has anyone ever been careless with your gifts, be them words or trust? i guess...
Can you ever trust anyone again? of course...
Can you ever trust your own judgment again? that one took longer to get back
Have you ever said to yourself, "Not again"? many times
Have you ever longed for the days when you thought you were in love with someone who loved you? havent most people?
Has anyone ever taken back the L-word? not taken back per se...
Don't you hate it when people were right? YES!
Don't you hate it when you're wrong? am i wrong?
Don't you hate how unsympathetic and judgmental strangers can be to whom they dedicate so much time?
Has anyone ever said, "I told you so," or "no wonder" because they think it's funny, when a day will come that that person will feel the same pain and would die if anyone ever treated them the way they treated others? yea...but im sure i have too
Have you ever thought to yourself that you quit?
Have you ever just wanted to give up completely? um-hmm
Have you ever been so torn between the emotions of wanting to kiss someone and slap them across the face? thankfully, no
Have you ever thought that things would be different if you had done things differently? seriously, hasnt everone?
Have you ever been completely unsatisfied with how things have turned out? not comPLETEly
Have you ever just longed for silence? occasionally
Has silence ever deafened you? yeah...but especially with tinnitus
Have you ever forgotten what it's like to wake up excited about something? not in the recent past
Have you ever woken up and temporarily forgot what made you cry yourself to sleep? yep
Have you ever then remembered a second later and the whole world collapsed in again before you've even gotten out of bed? saturday
Have you ever asked why even when you know why because the explanation doesn't seem fair or right at all? many time
Isn't it scary when you want to hold someone special so badly but you can't for so many reasons? not scary, but not fun
Have you ever found an answer to the billions of questions you can't stop asking when this happens? i never have answers
Posted by Maggie at February 3, 2003 6:09 PM